MrsLefroy

He's got fired today.
He pretented to be all right
but I know he's very worried cuz he kept sighing
what a.....ok I'm not gonna say that
but we both knew that he would be fired someday
his english is so.....alright, quite nonsensical
and I don't think he was concentrating on his work,
because you know,
most of the bosses will probably fire the useless employees when they need to reorganize their companies.
indeed, the office he used to work at was just an unimportant.....small office.
well, he was kinda childish today like he always does
but he seemed even more childish this night cuz
he went in her room and slept with them tonight
that sounds okay to you but you don't know what he looks like when he's being so immature
I...I'm not being contemptuous to him
and i know that i have no credential to comment on him, but
i just feel like venting my emotion, sorry anyway, i still love him.
that's..... kinda silly eh.....
cuz i'm using their money
well, not all but....sometimes i do feel sorry bout that,
i don't like to use other's things
it makes me feel awful and...unpleasant
meanwhile i feel like going to the states
i don't feel like a part of them here
maybe that's because i've just been here for almost half a year
(though i think that's quite a long time)
maybe that isn't long enough
but i don't like to see many home country's ppl around me and speak mother language to me
you can even buy your country's foods in the supermarket
i know sometimes it's nice, it makes you feel like home
but, come on man,
you're in ANOTHER COUNTRY!
i'm not saying that i hate here
but i don't feel like i'm in another country
cuz you know,
traveling means to contact with new stuff, make new friends......
and everything here is just.....the same
i know i'm so selfish and greedy and think too much,
but that's wat blood-A type's ppl are like isn't it? forgive me
haha.......
He's lost his job now
but do not worry, she has a job
although it's not really my business,
i do feel a bit awful
maybe this is a chance
maybe i can go to the states
if i do,
i can ease mum's and their burdens as well
well let's see,
maybe something will change
maybe something will happen
who knows?



I bet this is the longest article ever XP